Lunch with Adam

i am very exited today becuase a couple of good things have happened that have made up for yesterday. i had an aweful tuesday, i left work early because of a bad headache from looking at my computer too hard. i didnt feel much like doing anything until the best thing ever happenened!!!!!

before i went to bed i downloaded the daily source code and mr adam curry mentioned that he would like to go for lunch with me!!!! i am so happy and overjoyed. i emailed him an audio comment asking if he would fancy going around guildford on saturday night to meet prettygirls. unfortunatly he said he was traveling abroud so would not be able to accompany me to go crusing for hoes in his little helicopter.

but... in a couple of weeks he would be back in the country AND would like to to have lunch. i have emailed him to confirm a date without any reply yet, i am sure it is becuase he is very busy running podshow. i can just picture him on his blackberry emailing 'Buy' and 'Sell' to some oil tycoons.



i had to sleep on my back last night i was so excited. i cant remember the last time i woke up with a smile on my face and a stain on my pyjamas. today is the first time i feel happy to be alive this month. i know full well that valentines day will be a big disapointment as someone told me some home truths today about my scars. however valentines day is dwarfed by the fact that in 2 weeks time i'll be watching adam consume food just centimeters away from my face in his kitchen. i have already started preparing for this ocassion by buying 3 rolls of 35mm film at lunch today, now i must decide what to wear. i cant sleep but must.