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i should check my email more often and listen to adam faster, going online is impossible at work right now as they are checking everyones computers. they are checking everyones computers automatically and can tell what websites people are looking at - hotmail.com is on the list of sites that dont work during my lunchbreak, yet the strange thing is lots of the more obscure fetish sites still work fine. you would have thought they would be the first ones on the list to be banned. there seems to be a high demand for podcasts right now because all the podcasters are off playing second life rather than recording shows. i will try and record my thoghts for a podcast and upload from home. i feel very angry that i am not part of this 3d world, surely they are breaking disabled website laws by not allowing people with dialup computers and no 3d graphics cards to join in.

i must go hangup before ntl gets any more of my money, i saw on the news today they are laying off thousands of NTL staff so they will need as much of my hard earned cash as possible to pay the redundencey costs. tried my postcode around 5 broadband rproviders websites today, all are not availabe but 'coming soon'.