Unkle - Rabbit in your Headlights

This music video sums up the last seven days of my life , watch it if you get a chance but i think it is banned. a lot of music videos i do not understand becuase there are too many flashing screens , but this one seems to mean something.

mtv banned it because the actor was too good at portraying someone mental which they said was too scarey for audiences.

the thing is that mtv thinks it is alright to show lots of guys holding machine guns, singing about drugs and beating up women. thats more frightening to me than a mental man running along a street and getting hit by a car like on the unkle video. mtv should visit guildford on a saturday night at 2:30am to see that these so called lunatics are perfectly harmless and their only motivation is to find a kebab shop and get a taxi home. but some big men in cars with rubbish suspension wearing baseball hats really scare me - i wouldn't like to be the one that has to tell them that there music is rubbish.

mtv should stop showing all these videos that are a bad example to young people and show some nice films instead.

i keep having dreams about a nasty girl in tight black leather who wont let me into the supermarket because i dont have enough money. what does this mean? it the same nightmare that has been plauging my sleep for a while. i think i'll have more money soon though as i have been offered extra shifts in while some of the other staff are away with their children on holiday. i'm working thursday and friday evenings late for the first time this week - bit nervous but should be ok.

no podcast today i am afraid. so many reasons not to do it these days, so few reasons to do it. my life is so dull with day-to-day monotony that i figure i dont want to bore anyone else with these things. i;m just happy i'm getting extra wages!!!