head in a book all week

i am fed up with exams. i have been working all day, had no dinner and spent all evening revising.i think my life is boring and wish that all this studying would be over. i hope that if i pass then i will be able get a better job in the department-0-if not then i think i will be in debt forevever as i pay more interest than i pay off my loan. why do the banks do this? i hate not having any money. sometimes all i want to do is buy mum a bunch of flowers to suprise her or buy a round at the pub.i must already save for crhsistmas - everything is so expensive and living in guildford is much more expensive than most places around. i canot think of anyhting good to say as my head is fried nad i am frustrated by everything.no time and no money. i would trade everything right now to have either one. at least i am giving up my time with the hope that i will get a respectible job with a good wage.