Sunday, May 28, 2006

angry and alone

walked back from town tonight after being out by myself. all night was angry becuase i felt lonely. and all night lonely because i was angry. cant decide which but the two are related. women see that a mile off i am sure. if i saw a gril who had those problems i would talk to her and not jeer like they did. i cannot go on like this. weekend after weekend i put myself through this tormet . i really want to get out of guildford sometimes but have to stay out of duty to mother, work and adam. i wish i could start afresh with a new face and a clean record.i understand from watching gangster movies and listening to stool pigeon by kid creole and the coconuts that if i see a bad crime and report it to the police i can get put into a witness protection scheme with a new house and a new life for no money. guildford is not known for bad crime though, it cant even get that right and i am stuck in the most boring place in england.


At 8:12 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Buying slags Breezers or half decent drugs at clubs and pubs are expensive.

Perhaps it is time to swallow your pride and spend the cash instead on 2nd Life having siber-sex with other podders pretending to be women?

Having online sex with Adam and CSB would be better than a cold walk home and a two tissue nightcap

At 6:27 pm, Blogger Conrad Slater said...

Yeah I know how you feel. I've been in your boat for years. I tend to just not bothering going out anymore. Saves money and prevents heart ache. Just read a book instead.


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