sadness riddles the internet

i am saddenned every time i look on the news and internet due to all the shootings and terrorism and the racists. it makes me sad and weep with so much death. i have resigned myself to watching reality television and reading pamflets until the there are happier things to read and watch.

outside i am smiling

inside i am grim

outside is positive

inside weeps

for this is just a brave front

up yours isis

my sadness need not turn to anger

anger will not bring back those in orlando
anger will not stop footballers being naughty
although also negative, sadness is better than anger
sadness is better than anger


other than that nothing much has happened today, i went to the job center, walked around and brought food.

dead birds

maybe i have january blues but it feels like the world is falling to bits with all the floods, shootings, political unrest and now dead birds. i felt very unhappy when the neighbours cat killed a pigeon and left its carcus in the paddling pool, these storys make me a million times sadder. i am not a scientist or criminologist but maybe it the deaths are caused by hungry cats or the clay pigeon equivelant to the Washington Sniper. i make buscuits instead. personally all is going ok, i still have a job, no incidents since june 2010, a roof over my head and mother is in good health but if God is reading this it would be nice for something good to happen in the world by february, especially for the dead birds.

terrible news

i have just seen the news and the horrible things that have happened in India. it makes me so sad,why do people do such bad things to other human beings? these attacks were clearly organised and not a spur of the moment thing, surely one of the many people doing this had some rational thoughts and knew it was wrong. my thoughts go out to the victims at this time and wish them all the best.